We Are Adults

My boyfriend and I had talked about it a few times. Actually, I was the one who made the proposal. I had toyed with the thought plenty of nights after we were finished making love and he was asleep. I was not sure if I was ready for something like that. Actually, I was not sure if I was even capable of participating in something like that. Finally, one day I got up the nerve to ask him about it. I wanted his thoughts on swinging. I was more than positive that he would love the opportunity and just the idea of swinging considering that I met him while he was filming an adult film. He desperately needed the money then. I had picked him up off the street and took him to my apartment where he has been ever since. He really has a great love for me and the passion between us is even greater. However, I wonder if swinging will interfere with that. I really adore him. Our conversation was a long one. We stayed in bed late one morning and had a discussion about swinging and how it would effect our relationship. I was next to him and he gave a gentle caress to my face and breathing ever so gently on my forehead. We talked about how jealous he would get just at the thought of having another person touching me the way that he does. I realized that I would feel the same about him, too. I could never allow another woman to touch him in the same manner that I touch him. He is all mine in every sense. To be honest, I sometimes get a little jealous of the characters that I role play as when we make love and his response to them. I know that he enjoys me and my talents but at times it is a bit unnerving. I could only imagine what that would be like if it were actually another woman that he was responding to in that way. I think that his body is just perfectly suited for mine and we literally fit together so well. There is no way I could compromise that. He shared the exact same sentiments. I suppose that for some couples, swinging is the way to go. It is not for us. We enjoy each other too much to share with other people. I guess we are selfish that way.