We Are Adults

I had been dating free for over three years after I decided I would never accept any more men in my life and that I was better single, or a 'free agent' so that I could do what I wanted, when I wanted and not have to worry what anybody ever thought because they would not matter. I did not care about people much, in fact, I only cared about those who were extremely close to me so I did not care what people thought. However, after three years I decided I was fed up of the sex with random people, the sex with people I did not care about and sex which was, well to be honest, not very passionate.

I just wanted to be passionate with a man now. I wanted passionate sex and I just wanted a serious relationship where I could commit. I was fed up of not caring about people and I just wanted I could care about. I wanted to be able to hug them, kiss them and do everything with them. I wanted intimacy.

I did meet a man on the bus one day. I knew he would be a great kisser just by looking at his lips. They were so lush. I wanted to kiss him there and then. We got talking and we seemed to have an instant bond which was great. That night, a few hours after my bus journey, I could not stop thinking about him. I wanted to just see him again and so each time I got the bus I kept hoping he would be there, but he never was. I got that bus for a whole year waiting for him to be there one day, yet I was unsuccessful.

Then, unexpectedly, he just turned up at my house and told me he wanted to kiss me and get to know me. That night was the most passionate night of my life. Every night afterwards has been too, and now we are married with three kids and living the dream because we are so lucky to have found each other.