We Are Adults

I had always been rather confused by the concept of online dating. I could never understand how you could find true love in real life, never mind to think of finding love online. The thought of it, to me personally seemed rather ridiculous but I decided to give it a go anyways. I had nothing to lose so I did not see a problem in looking for true love, because that is what I wanted to find in life - true love. I had always thought of my dream man. He would be beautiful and handsome and have the greatest personality. I could find beauty in anything if I truly wanted to but I just wanted the beautiful character in a person to just shine radiantly and burst with light in front of me. I did not want have to dig deep to find it. I just needed to find a beautiful man that I could kiss goodnight to before sleep, and kiss good morning to when the sun rose. I just wanted to kiss them all the time actually. I loved kissing. I loved any form of affection, I really did. I once knew a guy who was really intimate and loved to be affectionate and it was really nice. He was a great guy but it could never work between us because we were too different. We were literally complete opposites. We liked opposite types of music, had different fashion tastes, did not like the same foods and so on, and whilst people say opposites attract, this statement certainly did not apply to me and him. In the end we broke up on rather bad conditions which was sad at first and I felt really torn up about it but eventually I came to accept it and had moved on, and now here I was looking for true love. I knew it would not be the end of the world if I did not find true love but I wanted to find it so badly that it got to a stage where I was dying for it. I really was.